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[30 Aug 2010|09:34pm] |
blue paint
and a shower...
somthing about that turns me on for some reason?
i couldnt help myself, hahahahaha it was awesome
much love
-suess
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(2 try my green eggs & ham)
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| to mi madre, with love |
[14 Jul 2010|11:39pm] |
in your eyes
im a failure,
a soon to be drop out
some one who cant
learn from their mistakes
a lush
good for nothin
pot head
who smokes
a pack a day
disrespectful,
carless
hopeless..
i hang out
with the wrong crowd
you think to yourself
"why can you
be like chelsie?
she doesnt do
anything wrong
ive never cought
her doing anything"
its becasue you
dont expect her to fail,
you look to me
to relieve your saddness
that your mom
and dad gave you
you say you love me
how can you?
if im all these things?
how do you
even look at me?
some times you cant
you just look right threw me
so maybe the only thing
that i really am
or want to be
to you is
invisible
-suess
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(4 try my green eggs & ham)
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[12 Jul 2009|08:19pm] |
DONT READ THIS SONG THINKING IM ASKING SOME ONE SOMTHING<
IM SAYIN TO THEM JUST GET IT OVER WITH<
SIENCE YOU FUCKED WITH ME ALREADY<
THEY ARNT GONNA REALLY DO IT<
JUST KNOW THAT IM SICK OF YOU doIN THIS SHIT<
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE<
(rock song, so scream at teh end when shit starts repeating itself for
the full dramatic sence of it,unless you see dot dot dot, and
dont read it line for line, read it like you would a song)
( song )
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(2 try my green eggs & ham)
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[08 Nov 2005|03:40am] |
hmm adonde to start?
sunday i got cought with coronas in my room, hahah taht was blast.. and at a BBQ on the 4th, i accidentally spilt a beer that was my dads friend jeffs beer, i knocked it over when i was playin with their dog, and then my mom and dad pull up to his house, cus i got tehre first, adn jeff yells out teh door, "oh great, no more beer for billie, hes already spilling it!" im like "fucking great, here we go, shouldnt ahve said that" hahahha then mom come up there, "OH lemme tell you what i fount!" yadda yadda yadda, then his wife starts lexuring me and jeff was like " shut the hell up, gettin all pissy at the dude for havin beer in his room, shut up!" hahahha iut was great, dont drink and drive kids, stay in school..
yester day was a great day, one of the few days in a year that you look back too later on in the year.
when i woke up, i got dressed, went to an interview at ciscos, got the job, went to briannas house, dragged her outta the house, and took her to moms work, then i went and picked up pizza and a icee for my baby girl charlie, who went ape shit when she saw it and it was outta her reach, haha. ate with mom and brianna, talked with them for a while, fount out from mom that my aunt sue, cusin leslie and cousin lindsay want to move down here, from ohio, so thatll be cool, ill introduce them to you all, and you better be nice cus i will fuck your shit all up ( me and bri go to my moms work for lunch a lot) then i went and mowed the grass at her work, and then me and bri started to wash some cars, cus thats what we do best. after we washed a few cars, we mowed a lil more, then we went back to her place, hung out ehere till she changed adn got ready, then we went to teh new mall in j vill, she drove there, almost killed us, 68 mph in the fast lane on 95 and wondering why people where riding her ass, haha i was embarassed. when we got there she got like a protien smoothie with 6 raw eggs or some shit like that in it, and wonderd why i wouldnt try it? that shit even looked groos, then she got a uncooked cookie, ugh... we shoped around in a few stores, got hit on a few times, saw a freak in hollister, hahahaha it was funn, she was with her mom, it was like her mom said "im fuckin sick of you dressin like that!" and took her shoppin, haha it was a hoot. then we went over to old navy, shoped there, i drove home, i didnt want to die that day and already risked fait one too many times. went back to her place, she changed, then we took off back to my hizzy and played poker, this week just isnt any luck for me, ive won once outta 6 times, thats not good.. im loosin my touch, and nither did brianna, so that sucked, when we both were outta the game, i took her home, but this was at like 12 30, we stoped in the middle of the road to look at stars, then started to head back to her hizzy, but insted of takin her home i took her to the water front where we met, adn we went down on the dock adn talked for a while, well i talked, she listend, she was quite? i donno, then we went back to her place and hung out for a while, got home and said good nite to mom lindsay les sue dad and chelsie, went to bed at like 3 30, and woe up at 4 30 today, called bri for a while, tehn started to watch team america for a bit and went back to sleep at like 5 30, woke up at 7 and went to pick up JP and then went to KFC then teh play ground, talked about random shit with an old friend, it was nice i had a good time, got home, and been sittin aound sience.
its hard to keep my days stight in teh summer, i member everything i did, just not in any order or on what day..?
oh well
comment
-suess
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(4 try my green eggs & ham)
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[21 Oct 2005|12:16am] |
hmm
me and mom worked things out, i apologized first, told her i loved her adn gave her a hug, she said she was sorry and blew things outta proportion, so shes here to talk to me when i need her now
me and pops got this fish tank as out new hobby, its great and a fun thing to do, we been spending alot of time together, so thats a good thing.
ryan said hes gonna make a trip up here, witch is good cus i miss my nigga, we'll prolly get shit faced or somthing fun like that.
me and chlsie are wanting to go up too see her boyfriend, she wants me to tag along this time, so thatll be fun.
me and bri are doing better i guess, only time will tell, just get sick of being treated like shit, all of you can relate to that, its no fun
i hung out with baby girl today, i love her so much, i smiled, shes goofy, and growiing like a weed, starting to walk and stuff, she was whinnie, untill i got there, then she smiled as soon as she saw me, that will make a pissed off person smile:D haha
-suess
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(4 try my green eggs & ham)
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[19 Oct 2005|10:33pm] |
where was mom when i neede to talk
where was dad when i need a friend
where was my bestfriend on graduation nite
where was my girlfriend when i was all alone
where was my big sister at when i needed to anger on life
where was charlie at when i needed to know theres still things to smile about
some times i dont know why
im always here for you guys
but for some reason, ill always be
-suess
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(6 try my green eggs & ham)
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[18 Jun 2005|11:32pm] |
we got dad a 55 gallon fish tank with a stained oak wood base that stands 30 inches off the ground, then the tank sits on top of it. cost alot, but he REALLY fuckin likes it, finally a year that dad got somthin hes really impressed with. why are dads so damn hard to shop for? i think its cus they usually make all teh money in the hosue, and you think to your self, "shit, niggas rich, if he wanted anything, he would already ahve it, so what does he want, that he wont buy himself...?" its a tuff question..
i hate j-vill
the traffic
the stores
the comotion
all of it
i like the zoo tho:D
-suess
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(8 try my green eggs & ham)
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[18 Jun 2005|09:39am] |
this some bulllll shit
this summer is going to be a copy of last summer,
-me and ryan got bored talkin online, so we decided to chilltogether (sound familiar?)
-i got this new job as a dish bitch, i hate my job, as did the one before this one, adn every other freakin p.o.s. job ive ever had.
-i make money, i spend money, never have anything to show for it, it all goes out to gifts, gas, insurance, and feeding me like twice a month, if that. fucking sad that that is the only reward i can give myself for bustin my ass, just to drive, doesnt make sence does it?
-i got in my car today to come home from ryans, turn it on, didnt touch the gas, breaks, nothing, and the car starts shakeing and shit adn the engin lite is on, the oil lite is on and the temp lite is on. so i turn it off and give it another go, this time only the engin light is on, and i could feel the tranny slippin and the engin fuckin up, my cell was dead and it was sprinkeling out side, had to do like 35 mph on the way home just to make sure i got home in the car, the shits about to break down. (sound familiar?)
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anyways..
im broke, i work a shitty job, and never have money, i had to barrow money from mom to go to san diago, so i re paid her, her b day was this month, there went a nother 100 bucks, insureance[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<sp?>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] this some bulllll shit
this summer is going to be a copy of last summer,
-me and ryan got bored talkin online, so we decided to chilltogether (sound familiar?)
-i got this new job as a dish bitch, i hate my job, as did the one before this one, adn every other freakin p.o.s. job ive ever had.
-i make money, i spend money, never have anything to show for it, it all goes out to gifts, gas, insurance, and feeding me like twice a month, if that. fucking sad that that is the only reward i can give myself for bustin my ass, just to drive, doesnt make sence does it?
-i got in my car today to come home from ryans, turn it on, didnt touch the gas, breaks, nothing, and the car starts shakeing and shit adn the engin lite is on, the oil lite is on and the temp lite is on. so i turn it off and give it another go, this time only the engin light is on, and i could feel the tranny slippin and the engin fuckin up, my cell was dead and it was sprinkeling out side, had to do like 35 mph on the way home just to make sure i got home in the car, the shits about to break down. (sound familiar?)
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anyways..
im broke, i work a shitty job, and never have money, i had to barrow money from mom to go to san diago, so i re paid her, her b day was this month, there went a nother 100 bucks, insureance<sp?> bye bye another 50 bucks, charlies b day gift (the 28th, the party will be either the sunday before or after the 28th of this month, we are gonna take her to teh beach for the first time, all of you are more than welcome to come celebrate the joy of my life's first birthday:) ) but that cost 20 bucks, im about to go blow the 90$ i have on me now for fathers day gift that me mom and sisters are gettin for him, one of those big ass fish tanks, the real nice ones witht he self cleaners and shit, so i highly doubt my 90 will cover my 1/4 that i have to pay, so ill be in debt, yet again. i need new tires, thers 200 bucks when ever i can aford it, but its one of those things that i need like no shit right now. i got a damn nail in my tire thats been there for ever, the other is going flat like at least once a week, the back two are bald for some reason, im driving on barrowed time with that shitty car..
last nite i had a blast, went over to ryan lewis's house, mojo's, pick up cody, paly some pull, LET her and him win, haha, played some PS2 NCAA, LET ryan win, took cody home, had some good laffs with her granny and ehr mom, hahaha that was a trip. i love old people, i love anyone whod just sit there, meet you for the first time and could tell you their life story, alot of people get aggrivated by that, but i think its nice and fun to sit and talk with olddys, if it wasnt for them, your punk ass wouldnt be here, ungrateful bastards! haha went back to ryans, ate some food, watch van wilder, (great movie) then played more NCAA, and anyone who says they beat their frineds like 300 to 50, they are full of shit, cus the highest score is 255, cus me and ryan whooped teh shit outta this other team, hahahhaha that only took like 3 hours as well. we played that for the rest of the nite, tryed to go to sleep, for like and hour, and just tossed and turned, so i got back up at 4, and me and ryan went to play some more games, at 6 his crazy sis freaked us out, hahaha, then i went to bed, woke up and my car sucks, i hate it.
well all the shitty shit going on in my life i got my friends, i got brianna(who is still my friend as well, im just too broke to do anything about it, im sorry baby, lol) and most of all i got Charlie.
i love the shit outta that baby...
welp thats all for now, more later i guess, i hope you all read this, haha comment if you want too add onto how shitty your life full of debt is or anything like that, ill read it.
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